now

we've been walking the whole day, exploring flats.. and what i observed is that instead of improving public infrastructure rich people have gated themselves and act blind to reality. no way india is going to get better this way.. anyways nothing is temporary and things do change, let's hope for the best

desh ki rajdhani 🖕🏻

long hair is gone 🥲

now you can listen to what i am listening to on spotify.. 🎶

i have zero motivation left to continue doing this job, idk if it's just a phase or something deeper. no matter what it's a sign that something is wrong.. and i am missing my family a lot.

studying about bgp protocol

btw congrats Krishna!! 🥳 FirstCry is lucky to have you ;)

wbc count is below normal, started taking medicines. probably one more day of rest and i should be back to 90% health i believe.

The situation isn't very severe but also feels like not improving either

yk what, health is just not letting me do anything i want from the past 2-3 days.. i just want to be healthy now, fuck everything else!

after i think a week long pause, i am getting back to building stuff. building a tool for my personal use.. also need to start working on radial

came back late, so did not post any update. woke up just now.. the movie was a good watch, spiderman's life had me questioning some of my own life choices iykyk. also it had stranger things vibes which was a good thing.. basically i will recommend watching it in theatres, you will enjoy it.

at airia mall, to watch spiderman brand new day 🫶🏻

deleted Instagram, kindly reach out to me on whatsapp or X or tg or better just call me.

had a night shift today and it's mandatory to be in the office for the night shift, just finished tasks for tonight.. will be heading home now.

ratnesh bhai, hume apna speed badhana padega yaar.. aise to kuch nhi ho pa raha.. kal ispe discuss krte hai shamko.. aur chalte hai iskcon saturday, abhi bohot jyada dimag kharab ho raha hai

i have been using "do nothing" strategy for a lot of my problems, and it's hurting me a lot.. 💔 maybe i am just a coward.. which makes me think why am i like this, what's wrong? what am i really afraid of?? anyways gotta stay optimistic!

i hope my frustration turns into something fruitful, i don't want to become yet another guy who complains about the job/life. i will try to reduce complaining about things from here onwards, although it's very human to complain but it's better to solve them instead. so will be doing that.. i have to solve my problems myself or get help from someone, can't sit on them doing nothing. doing nothing is the worst strategy, it leads nowhere and only builds up more frustration.. doing something is the only solution

too much work man.. 😔 and it just keeps on increasing dude, this is making me reconsider my job.. i am not meant for this at all, i need creative work.. gotta be working with frontier technologies 😭 i don't care if your openshift cluster has xyz vulnerability, doesn't interest me one bit..

surface area for luck >>> this is the only thing you need to maximise rn

wasn't really a good day, fs will do better tomorrow.. love love

rome was not built in a day ✅

i am making progress but it's not at all enough, gotta be more creative.. i have to rewire my brain!

being an introvert is worse than having cancer!

will try to upload some content asap, starting from twitter then insta reels and then long form yt vids. not sure about the timeline as of now.. i just have to sit down, and do a little bit of editing.. i have already shot a bunch of stuff but never posted it anywhere, waiting for perfection.. so gotta fuck perfection

thanks a lot Krishna 🤍🙌🏻

evening spent well 🫡🫶🏻

all you need is a gitanjali in your life! hats off to the couple 🫶🏻

forgot to mention, very happy that we've won! protest was fruitful on many levels, upcoming time will tell.

back from jantar mantar.. super tired from the past few days.. gotta sleep, bye bye

nahi yet zop, aata garam dudh piun baghto _/\_

thank god i have logically thinking parents <3, almost nothing was ever forced upon me. they gave me full autonomy to think and create my own opinions, sometimes made me feel lost or unanchored but this also made me think even more! love you.. aai, baba..

in the post agi world. we will have more aesthetic value attached with not ai stuff so you can literally use the term "not ai" in your branding for any of your product

pressed the flush before i peed. imagine how sleepy i must be

haven't slept yet. my brain just does not want to stop.

... will explain it soon!

barely slept in the last few days!

tickertape pro valonko month end hi mila tha kya 😭

a good friend of mine suggested that i should start posting more pictures and videos here so that's also coming soon

this place will remain forever for me to just give you a glimpse into what i am up to right now and it will continue to serve its purpose

the issue with short posts is that they do not contain my thoughts very well and that's why i'll be writing more of long-form content in the form of blogs or notes so coming soon

it's very hard to even think about social issues let alone to care about them unless you are facing the one, or there is heavy agitation going on! this is the first thing that needs to change. and it can happen if we had good trustworthy media in this country!

ok ok, gn

i used to think, let's keep social activism when i get into my late 30's and build a good reputation before that, but i just can't stop myself from pointing out something wrong in society. maybe both go hand in hand.

for a very long time, i have been wanting to fix the education system and it's probably not a one person's job. but i have made a promise to myself that in this lifetime i will try to ensure that every person on this planet has right to highest quality education. this will take lot of time and effort but i am here for it.

Hi, many things happenned recently, but the major highlight is the ongoing protest in delhi by cjp. it's sad to see how our democratic values are crumbled right in front of our eyes and majority people are acting blind to it, mostly due to the control that government has over the narrative. it's very sad. asking questions to the ruling party shouldn't be tagged as anti-national. that being said the main focus of the protest is to bring justice to those who have suffurred due to paper leaks of not just one but various exams. and the even bigger issue we need to address here is, why are we not worried about india's education system. it pains me to talk about the state of education system in india. the entire system needs reforms, and this protest is something that gives me hope that the system can indeed change. kudos to everyone present on ground!

i am not posting anything here because i'm in the middle of a hard reset of life. trying to look more internally and understand what all is going wrong or what is even going right. what is it that i need to double down on and what is it that i need to stop doing? also i'm trying to set a few good habits that have direct impact on my health both physically and mentally. all in all this whole process might take two to three more days and i won't be posting anything here until those things are in line the way they should be. see you on the other end of this reset.

anyways i will be sleeping now. i have a few urgent tasks to be completed as soon as i get up, gn